3 months lapsed. lazy to update. spent so much on chinese herb for pai du, like no effect. Still pain, sad. Problems persist, troubles everywhere. When will these be over? Did not go for qigong and other exercises for 1 month +. How to account to them if I were to appear out of the blue? Hmm.
Now, another year "younger". Time flies. I love and pity my mother who has so much worries, problems unable to solve between her children, xxxxx like to threaten/gossip/talk nonsense to her. She is such a good mother as well as a mother-in-law. I am not able to share her burden, just to tell her not to listen to them.
When will my children grow up and understand? Especially the 2nd one, look at him now!, showing temper, bad face, does not treat school work seriously. How many empteem times i have scolded him for using the comp for one whole day? Up to him , to listen or not. Future lies within his hands.
Life is full of ups and downs. If I can keep one eye close, maybe it will be better. Maybe I have to learn just to open one eye. I am wondering when will be my next update.........